Dietrich has been sobbing and screaming for an hour. He will not go down for a nap. It is inexplicable. He has been waking up every night this week screaming, sobbing, the same. We even take him to bed with us and there is no rest, for him or for us. It is very sad.
He is in his crib in his room right now saying over and over "Momma! No Deke! Baby! Mom! Momma! Deke! No, Baby..." I feel an inscrutable mixture of heart-broken, exhausted, anger, and anxiety. And a little numb because I need him to go to sleep. He needs to go to sleep.